da right path?guess so...

hurm..supposedly i posted this on 18th May but due to freaking laziness only now i post it.Anyway on last 18th May,i attended an interview in UM.I applied for Education course in UPSI.Since i've passed the Medsi test conducted last month in KMM,I need to attend an interview which is conducted basically to see how determine you are on being an educator.I call it educator as for me there is a thin line which seperate between teacher and educator.Educators career prospect and responsibilities are way too different.TEACHER =TEACH her..while EDUCATOR=EDUCATE herizn't he cute?haha..

..haha..maybe u didnt see any clear pictures that can relate this with what am i trying to focus on..ngeh ngeh..Teach means you will only teach the students all the topics included in the syllabus But educator on the other hand are responsible in teaching the students and at the same time educate them meaning that its not just let them understand the content in the syllabus but most importantly educate them to implement it in their daily life and with huge hope it would turn them to be a better person.That is why i strongly believe that a teacher is an educator.Hurm..people keep on asking me why am i so eager to be an educator?as if there is no other career that i can involved in.Their eyebrows would lift up whenever they knew that i want to be an educator.Some of them would also make their weird face upon hearing it.My answer is simple."i just love it".Ya..i could not deny the fact that i keeps on changing my ambition..haha..since i was in my primary school until now..it never be the same..life went off as the time goes by and my interest were also changed.Experience that i went through make me realize what i exzactly want.It finally brings me to the final decision..insyaALLAH..

I am a person who enjoys talking and motivate others,that is why i guess i should use all the gifts from Allah as wisely as possible.n that would be the reason why i want to get involve in this profession..Everybody frequently claimed that as B.O.R.I.N.G. but as long as i enjoy doing it,i dont think so their negative perceptions should be considered.Even my parents have no problem with that.hurm..whats more ya?i guess that should be enough for now..

i am eppy cuz:
i finally understand my needs and dream

i am devastated cuz:
there's a lot of people out there who still think teaching is an outdated career

who am i?typical?judge urself..

assalamualaikum..as ive mentioned before..i wanna cntinue dis so-called story telling by introducing myself more..urm..where shud i start ya?ha..



ini r lambang skola rendah aq..SEK.KEB.POLIS DEPOT.aq skola kat sini since standard one till standard 6.kat sini la aq byk aktifkan diri ngan choral speaking..tp smpai state level aje..aq g skola naek basikal..waktu skola rendah dulu..aq sgt kuat gado ngan dak laki..smpai aq jd benci ngan dak laki..aq pnah dilempang ngan dak laki(wpown tu bukn salah aq..)n aq pnah lepuk sorg dal laki nih(cz dye baling mercun kat aq..padn muke dye!).pastu..aq slalu gak dtg lmbt g skola.haha~agak popular r muke nih tiap2 pg..haha~padahal..umah dkat ja..alasan pling sengal..tlg mak siapkn sarapan,tersngkut dlm lif,jam rosak,basikal pancit dll..pastu yg x leyh bla..aq try sedaya upaya supaye name aq x byk dlm list dtg lmbt tuh..u noe wat i did?u noe ryte my name is siti nor effadila..so,biler cikgu tanye name aq..aq kate siti..esok dtg lmbt lg..cikgu lain jaga line lmbt..dye tanye..sape name..aq ckp..nor..esok..lmbt lg..cikgu lain lg..tanye..sape name aq..aq ckp..effa..esok..lmbt lg..aq kate name aq dila..haha~aq mmg sengal..kat sini la aq rase kene rotan kat tgn,kat blkg pown kene..aq igt lg..reason dye ialah cz aq lukis termometer senget..haha~tp itula pgjaran yg membwatkn aq lbeyh bagus dlm melukis skrg..huhu~




done wit childish life..(eceh..mcm la lpas tu matang sgt..).hihi..afta abes upsr..aq smbung study kat skola ni..mule2 cam pelik biler tgk sumer studentnyer pompuan..baru aq sdar..ni sklah pompuan..haha~cikgu laki pown seciput..ha..kat skola nih aq mmg sgt aktif as compared waktu zaman berhingus dulu ar kan..aq start aktif waktu form 3..aq diexposekan ngan debate..aq join debate team kat skola ni..n antara pencapaian yg aq capai..(best debator in 2006 n 2007 waktu tuh lwn ngan st.john,wangsa maju,pastu lg satu skola pe tah..x ingt.hihi..,naib johan zon keramat,).aq sgt epi gak cz aq dpt jd calon head prefect..wpown at last aq xdpt tp my fren,thasswane (she deserve it.. :) )yg dpt..im still eppy cz ive been chosen to join another9 kl's students to represent kl 4 national prefectorial leadership course in SABAH..omg..neva tot bout dat b4..tp mmg sgt byk memori yg aq simpan waktu g sabah..:)love sabah..pastu spatutnye aq g spore utk international summer camp yg man..sumer pgawas skolah seluruh dunia..bkumpul n ada camping la..tp aq x dpt g cz nk spm..:(..xpe2 bg chance kat juniors..aq join nasyid gak..wakil smpai zon kramat je..aq jd solo..haha~mest korg x caye an..xpela..aq pown join syarahan waktu 2007..dat was my first trial..n i got da chance 2 represent kl 4 national level in kedah..bt..i only got consolation prize..xpela..hurm..waktu dh abes spm..moment pling sedeyh..nk tggalkan skola yg byk tgglkan memori n byk mengajar aq erti khdupan..tp..skrg..aq kmbali ke skola..haha..as a substitute teacher..sebulan ja..saje nk cari pglaman n dwit..lol..




hua..aq dh 18!itula yg aq ckp waktu dpt offer letter g smbung study kat KMM nih..(tipu..aq ckp "matila aq..matrik susa org kate..").huhu~mule2 masuk sini..aq rase sgt awkward..ye r..xpnah dok asrama an..haha~1st week was da worst..tp lpas tuh..aq dpt get used to it..aq blaja sains fizikal..kat sini..blaja mmg kene hard..cz da tyme constraint yg agak limited..tp aq sempt ja g piknik ngan membe2 tsayang..F2T1..kat pgkalan balak..hihi..kat sini..aktviti yg aq join..clubbing..bukan clubbing g klab mlm,,aq melibtkn diri ngan kelab koko..dpt la rase dok krusi vice presdent..nk join JPP x layak..huhu~aq join gak pidato mini kakom n dpt naib johan..pastu pengucpn awam dpt naib johan gak..xpela..at least ade r memori aq kat londang nan indah ni selain burger sempoi kafe A n KFC masjd tanah.huhu~


n lepas ni g mane?insyaALLAH..ke tempat yg aq idamkan..mane?biarlah rahsie..hihi~

im eppy cuz:
*being me,effa!

im devastated cuz:
*not appreciated every single precious moment i had b4. :(

get to noe me..better.. :)

hurm..i guess its gud 2 introduce myself first..so dat korg leyh dpt gmbran jelas bout who xzactly am i n what kind of life i lead..x knal..maka x cinta..kan?
yg kacak bergaya tuh ialah my papa..love u!cantik x capal beliau..haha..i bought dat 4 his bday ..cz dye suke sgt capal tuh..my papa's name is su'aif bin hj moslem..he is a policeman.there r too many reasons y i love him..ayahku x pnah merungut wpown byk keje..dier sggup bwat ape saje utk anak2 dier..he is funny(wpown sume org igt polis garang..:D),sgt cute biler gelak(ade potensi jd atok penyayang),my dad pandai masak..dye paling suke masak ayam tandoori,nasi goreng cina..he can even prepare nasi lemak..huhu~ok..yg berbaju hijau tu..ayu x?dats my mom..mwah2..ibu sgt cantik..as compared 2 her daughters..haha~.name ibu ialah Julia Bt. Md.Jani.ha..she is a great cook..believe me..u shud try her cook..my mom x keje cz membesarkn anak2 dier..hihi..tp dier ada bisnes..dier uruskan kafe utk polis bhgian siasatan sulit(yg kbyakannya dikunjungi pegawai atasan..nk tau x..arituh ade dato' ni dtg..mane r aq tau dye dato'.aq almost pggil dier pakcik..haha~) kat PULAPOL tmpt aq tinggal ni.ibu x lokek utk blanjakan dwit demi anak2 dier..papepown syg sgt kat mereka..if aq nk berbakti..aq nk berbakti 4 their sake first..thanx 4 raising me up..:)
ha...ni pulak adik aq..his name is Mohd Hafizul Afiq..he is 16 years old(dh besar adik akak ea..:)).he is currently studying in kuala lumpur technical school..aq doakan adik aq nih jd engineer yg bjaya..ameen..adik aq nih manje tau..nih pix dye waktu tembam..haha..skrg dye dh kurus..(xmo ckp dpn dye..nnt dye kembang blik..lol..) .dier sorg adik yg baik..sgt aktif in koko..bola sepak..kawad kaki..story tlling..sajak..n x lame lg dye nk g terengganu utk ptdgan kawad kaki pergkat kbgsaan..(akak doakan afiq sukses ea..kopok lekor sepeket!)adik aq nih agak fuynny gak kekadang smpai rase nk lepuk dye biler dye gtau lawak2 bungukz dier tuh..love u!
huhu..budak tembam ni adik aq gak..ni pown pix dye waktu terlalu tembam..(maknenye skrg tembam gak r..haha..).his name is Amirul Aziq.dye darjah 4.adik aq nih sgt penyayang..especially kat binatang..huhu..there's one day..i saw him crying at da corner of my room while holding a picture..i tried 2 figure out wat xzactly he was crying for..la..gmbr anak kucing dier yg hilang..menangis giler2 lak tuh..comel btol..dye mmg suke bela binatang..n sumer bntang yg dier bela tuh mati atau hilang..kahkah..hamster mati cz tercekik kuaci,ikan mati cz dye x supply oksigen ngan btol,kucing hilang cz kucing tuh ..ntah..haha~adik aq nih ade ciri2 motvator..waktu aq kat matrik..dye slLU gak call aq..dye tanye cmane aq blaja...ok x?ade one day tuh..aq stress..then aq citer r kat dye..ngan suara serius..dye ckp cmni.."angah kene berusaha la ye.."syg dier..:)

ha..ni pulak kakak aq..bukan yg hijau tu ea..my sis's name is Siti Nor Emyliana..she is 24 years old..tp kalu aq kuar or jln ngan dye..org mest igt dye adik aq..huh..x suke!huhu~i love her so much..dye la sumber inspirasi aq..next year dye akn abes study..n dpt title dr.seronok tgk dye dh bjaya..my sis sgt pandai.jeles ngan dye..bayangkan btapa stresnye kan..waktu kat matrik dulu..dpt tau dye dpt dean list kat uni dye blaja..universiti padjadjaran,bandung..tp itulah yg naikkn smgt utk aq blaja..dye sgt periang..pndai brgaul ngan org..very totful..dye gak sorg yg hargai kwn..bygkan..dye sanggup blik msia utk satu hari 4 da sake of attending her fren's wedding day..dye x kedekut lgsung..slalu belikan aq barng2.kitaorg sgt rapat..kire..kamceng r.suke maen tarik2 rambut,lempang2,lepuk2..hahahaha...love her so much..:)

n sape lak yg bercerita nih?haha~tunggu di next episode..khas utk diri penulis ja..hihi~salam..:)

im happy bcuz:
*grew up in small family wit huge L.O.V.E
im devastated bcuz:
*nuthink 2 b devastated 4 when talking bout family..:)

hello world..its me!

olla...
haish..afta trying several blog sites..finally i manage 2 find a blog site which cud b classified as better than other blog sites dat i've tried before..(i shud be paid 4 saying dis..haha~)so..keep update wit me ya..thanx..:)