TRIBUTE TO HIM..I LOVE U DEAR...

assalamualaikum..

he is everything to me..
he shone my life..
he puts a smile on my face..
he makes me happy every single time i'm with him..

there was one time where i was in sorrow..
he came to me and asked for the reason..
i need not to say anything..
because he had the answer..
because he knew everything..
he understands everything..

eventhough he is still young..
i can say that he is matured enough on being thoughtful to everyone..
even my mom admitted that..
he is just a very thoughtful person..
who looks at everyone needs as a priority..

boleh aku katakan..
tanpa dia..
aku akan kesunyian..
sunyi kerana tiada lagi gelak tawa dan kesengalannya yang akan dapatku rasai..
tiada kata yang dapat menggambarkan betapa berharganya dia dalam hidupku..
dialah..adikku sayang..

semalam..sy dapat berita..ayah n ibu telefon mengatakan adikku,aziq yg berumur 10 tahun ditahan wad.terkejut dan terkesima..

ayah:angah buat apa tu?
angah(sy la tu):buat assignments..kenapa yah?
ayah:saje tanye khabar..ayah kat hospital ni..
angah:kenapa yah?ayah or ibu x sihat ke?
ayah:adik kamu ni..aziq..sesak nafas pagi tadi..n ptg ni kene tahan wad.
angah:ha?teruk ke yah?
ayah:pagi tadi terukla..tu yang ayah terus bawa pergi hospital.
angah:ye ke yah?(hati dah mula hiba sbb x dapat balik jenguk dia)
ayah:ya..takpela..insyaALLAH..semua jalan lancar..

lepas ayah letak telefon...berderai air mata ni..tak tahu kenapa..mungkin sbb sy sangat rapat dengan adik beradik..termasuklah adik bongsu sy tu..jadi bila benda mcm ni berlaku..terasa betul..terus saya telefon ibu sy yang sedang jaga aziq kat hospital..

ibu:belajar macam mana?
angah:alhamdulillah..ok la..cuma kerja banyak..sebab tu angah x dapat balik minggu ni..maaf sangat..
ibu:aziq ada ni..
angah:nak cakap dgn dia boleh?
aziq:hello(suara tersekat2)
angah:(air mata mencurah2 ke ladang gandum..)aziq sakit tak?
aziq:sakit...
angah:aziq tak jaga kesihtan ye?aziq minum ais ye?
aziq:(diam..)
angah:bila aziq kena?
aziq:pg tadi..
angah:aziq jaga diri tau..panggil ibu..
ibu:ok la ye ngah..nak bagi aziq oksigen ni..
angah:ok bu..assalamualaikum..

after the conversation..i can't stop crying..and i can't even sleep for the whole night..only at 8 am the next morning i sleep until 1 pm..right before zohor azan..after zohor prayer..i texted aziq..(i called him before that but it was only a while cuz he told me that he feels like to vomit..)

angah:aziq buat apa?
aziq:tidur tadi..
angah:aziq rasa sakit lagi?sebelum ni sakit macam mana?
aziq:sakit macam kena pijak dengan gajah(tergelak kecil sy..)
angah:akak tanya betul2 la syg..
aziq:ajiq cakap betul la ni..ok la..ajiq kena mandi..bye bye

terharu baca msg dia..tak boleh bayangkan apa sebenarnya yang adik sy rasakan..apa2 pun..sy akan sentiasa doakan yang terbaik.insyaALLAH..:)

puasa is about what?

assalamualaikum..

ya..this is the question..
what is fasting all about?
is it mainly about experiencing the hunger in the day and break the fast at night?
off course it's a big NO..

fasting is all about testing your inner strength and ur iman..how can u sacrifice your passion on food and any other things?how can u prove that u r a good muslim?how can u adapt yourself in such situation like what have been experienced by those poor people out there?fikir2kanlah..


now..let's move on to another topic..

petang tadi..(to be exact..at 3.10 pm)my housemates(kak hani,kak maryam,kak fatin,kak tirah,josphine,asni n ming di)went to the pekan in tanjung malim..for the sake of buying the things needed in our house..

3.3o pm..bermulalah pengembaraan..haha..

josphine(i always called her jos) went to the library in the morning..she wanna follow us to pekan too.so we asked her to wait at the bus station in front of the upsi campus..

lalalala...kami satu rumah pun turun ke bwah untuk naek bas...alhamdulillah..bas mmg ada..dah dpat tempat duduk..dudukla kami diam2...

~bas pun berhenti di depan perhentian bas di kampus upsi~

alamak!tak sampai 2 kinit..bas dah bergerak semula..jos x masuk lagi..kami semua dah cuak..pakcik bas x layan permintaan kami untuk berhenti..tiba-tiba kami nmpak jos sedang cuba menghubungi kami..masalahnya dia still ada kat bus stop tu..terjeri2la kami macam ungka kena belacan kat dalam bas tu dgn harapan jos yg berada di luar mendengar(sebenarnya rasa mcm nk terguling-guling gelak tgk muka jos cuak bila nmpak kami dalam bas dan dia x sempat menaha bas)...

luckily..there was another bus to pekan after ours..so..we decided to wait for jos...

then..exploration started..

we distributed the job..kak hani,jos,kak tirah n i need to buy the ingredients needed to cook tom yam..(for buka puasa) while others were required to buy other stuffs..

we spent almost 2 hours there..and alhamdulillah..we reached home safely..

cooking time...pang pung ping kong ling mong......


tom yam is ready!!!azan berkumandang sudah...

allahumma lakasumna wabika amanna wa'ala rizkika aftorna birahmatika ya arhamarrahimin

sedapnyerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr...............:)

im heppi cuz:
finally i got the chance to go out with all of my housemates...love them..:)

im devastated cuz:
sadness engulfing me...my lil bro is admitted into ward..:(

rejuvenated!

assalamualaikum...

pagi tadi keluar ke behrang..miss chiang(my former english lecturer in kmm) picked me up from my college and bawa pergi jalan2..not really jalan2 la..cuz we lepak2 kat rumah dia..we had a nice conversatiom..and then she offrered to do the facial massage for me..free!yeah..i was rejuvenated..
thanx teacher!!!!


SELAMAT BERPUASA semua~


what i want:
apam balik n cup corn for berbuka..

what i dont want:
screwing up the forum,public speaking n test next week..

why we keep on repeating the same action which we already knew will make us devastated?

assalamualaikum..

for everyone who followed my blog before..must be wondering..why this post looks and sounds too emotional?ya..indeed..i don't know..why should i turn myself to be as this dumb?..this is far too different from the "dumb" that mr zain always mentioned in his class..("i want all of u to be active in the class..dont just sit there like a dummy")..but i would say this is dumber..hurm..

u know what effa?just stop it la..stop make fool of yourself..stop!!!

i only want to say this..

look upclose to what u dream for..
strive the best to strike your goal..
just..shut up!and stop crapping!
Allah knows the best!

im eppy cuz:
i have the experience that taught me about life and showed me who am i..

im devastated cuz:
i know i should just stop make fool of myself..stop putting myself in such silly situation which at last would 'kill' me..

experiment succeed!!!

assalamualaikum..

when u guys read the title..u must be wondering..what experiment i've conducted?haha..it wasn't really an experiment bcuz there were no lab apparatus used..it was actually an experiment on macarony n cheese..i've been planned to try making it since few months ago..but..only few days ago i have the chance to make it..so..let's share..(mind telling you guys..this is not actually the original version of macaroni n cheese but this one is more to fusion version(haha..fusion ke?)..ok..let's start..

these are the ingredients u'll need..
*sorry for da hideous picture..(this was taken after i finished cooking..)*




*hero of the day..macaroni*








u'll need..

1.macaroni(any brand will do)
2.cheddar cheese(2 slices)
3.onions
4.garlics
5.puree tomato(canned)
6.dried chilli(blended)
7.meat/chicken/sausages
8.water(to boil the macarony)
9.salt
10.seasoning
11.pepper
12.oregano(to be sprinkled on top of the macaroni n cheese)


how to do it?here are the steps..

1.boil the macaroni in a pot for about 10 minutes..(don't overcook it..)n plz rmember to add in a lil bit of oil n salt..once it is boiled,strain it and put it aside..

now..prepare the gravy..(which will be fried with the boiled macarony)

1.sautee' the onions and garlics,add in meat or chicken..
2.add in the blended dried chilli..
3.add in about 2 or 3 spoons of puree tomato..
4.let it simmer for a while..
5.add in salt,pepper,seasoning and if u like..u can add in chilli sauce,tomato sauce n sugar too..
6.let it cook for a while..and then..u add in the boiled macaroni..
stir it well..
7.turn off the fire..
8.add in 2 slices of cheddar cheese..let it melts..


~READY TO EAT!!!~

if u like it,u can eat this macaroni n cheese with mashed potato too..

the final result...


*yummy...cheesy n spicy..lalalala*


huhu..so..try it..then u'll noe how the taste like..till we meet again..dadadadada....