shhhhh....

ASSALAMUALAIKUM..

I am feeling down. reason being? naah, need not to  mention here I guess. People might treat the reason of this feeling as nothing but an absurdity. Yeah, it has something to do with my unwell feeling which has been almost 3 weeks already. Wish me well again, peeps. InsyaALLAH.  ;) here is my thoughts about this feeling. Hope you understand.

that history kills me

it doubts my affirmation

it puzzles my certainty

it assassinates my faith.

I learn through life

how fate works

how destiny foretells

how possibilities fluctuate.

I now am sitting here

witnessing the downpour

sensing the presence of hope

while hardly gasping for air

I want to see them laugh

I want to hide the pain

I know I could

I know they would

but who am I to foresee

a servant of God

a slave of hesitation

barely I,would be able

that history teaches me

life is full of surprise

you might eager to rummage the mess

but clearly would hate the truth

cry as you may

for tomorrow dubiously promises you

eternal happiness

yet hope is there.