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Monday, August 31, 2009

TRIBUTE TO HIM..I LOVE U DEAR...

assalamualaikum..

he is everything to me..
he shone my life..
he puts a smile on my face..
he makes me happy every single time i'm with him..

there was one time where i was in sorrow..
he came to me and asked for the reason..
i need not to say anything..
because he had the answer..
because he knew everything..
he understands everything..

eventhough he is still young..
i can say that he is matured enough on being thoughtful to everyone..
even my mom admitted that..
he is just a very thoughtful person..
who looks at everyone needs as a priority..


boleh aku katakan..
tanpa dia..
aku akan kesunyian..
sunyi kerana tiada lagi gelak tawa dan kesengalannya yang akan dapatku rasai..
tiada kata yang dapat menggambarkan betapa berharganya dia dalam hidupku..
dialah..adikku sayang..

semalam..sy dapat berita..ayah n ibu telefon mengatakan adikku,aziq yg berumur 10 tahun ditahan wad.terkejut dan terkesima..

ayah:angah buat apa tu?
angah(sy la tu):buat assignments..kenapa yah?
ayah:saje tanye khabar..ayah kat hospital ni..
angah:kenapa yah?ayah or ibu x sihat ke?
ayah:adik kamu ni..aziq..sesak nafas pagi tadi..n ptg ni kene tahan wad.
angah:ha?teruk ke yah?
ayah:pagi tadi terukla..tu yang ayah terus bawa pergi hospital.
angah:ye ke yah?(hati dah mula hiba sbb x dapat balik jenguk dia)
ayah:ya..takpela..insyaALLAH..semua jalan lancar..

lepas ayah letak telefon...berderai air mata ni..tak tahu kenapa..mungkin sbb sy sangat rapat dengan adik beradik..termasuklah adik bongsu sy tu..jadi bila benda mcm ni berlaku..terasa betul..terus saya telefon ibu sy yang sedang jaga aziq kat hospital..

ibu:belajar macam mana?
angah
:alhamdulillah..ok la..cuma kerja banyak..sebab tu angah x dapat balik minggu ni..maaf sangat..

ibu:aziq ada ni..
angah
:nak cakap dgn dia boleh?

aziq
:hello(suara tersekat2)

angah:(air mata mencurah2 ke ladang gandum..)aziq sakit tak?
aziq
:sakit...

angah:aziq tak jaga kesihtan ye?aziq minum ais ye?
aziq:(diam..)
angah:bila aziq kena?
aziq
:pg tadi..

angah:aziq jaga diri tau..panggil ibu..
ibu:ok la ye ngah..nak bagi aziq oksigen ni..
angah:ok bu..assalamualaikum..

after the conversation..i can't stop crying..and i can't even sleep for the whole night..only at 8 am the next morning i sleep until 1 pm..right before zohor azan..after zohor prayer..i texted aziq..(i called him before that but it was only a while cuz he told me that he feels like to vomit..)

angah:aziq buat apa?
aziq:tidur tadi..
angah:aziq rasa sakit lagi?sebelum ni sakit macam mana?
aziq:sakit macam kena pijak dengan gajah(tergelak kecil sy..)
angah:akak tanya betul2 la syg..
aziq:ajiq cakap betul la ni..ok la..ajiq kena mandi..bye bye

terharu baca msg dia..tak boleh bayangkan apa sebenarnya yang adik sy rasakan..apa2 pun..sy akan sentiasa doakan yang terbaik.insyaALLAH..:)

8 comments:

fatin nazihah ashari said...

tsk..sdihnye..
aziq sgt tomei..epa kakak yg baek :)

epa..sempat lagi ko buat lawak airmata mencurah2 jatuh ke ladang gandum..hahahaha

effa_dila said...

jiha:huhu..xleyh tulis siyes sgt..nnt terlebeyh emo..

doakanla adek aq baek2 saje ye..:)
thanx bebeyh..

Sabrina said...

moge adik ko baik2 aje..insyaAllah..
=)

fareha azhar said...

adik effa de asthma ke???
huhu,
teringat lak dlu adik penah msuk wad sbb asthma...tp alhamdulillah seme ok...
effa jgn risau sgt k...doa je byk2...insyaAllah adik effa cpt sembuh.....

nedd said...

ksian die...
smoga cepat sembuh....

effa_dila said...

sab:thanx so much...insyaALLAH..:)

fa:thanx a lot..skrg ni dye da ok skit..:)

nedd:thanx juge ye..:)

.::annemishi::. said...

smoga dia cpat sembuh.. amiin~ :)

effa_dila said...

anne:his condition gets worse la babe..:"(